Sarah Flores
I hope they remember
Their parents’ forest
burned
but
growing
instead of our pain
this
war-stricken
landscape
rigid holding its breath
My grief
stashed in caves
buried
beneath
mountains
fortified from quarry
rarely fracturing
A rockslide
lamenting
crumbling
stumbling
a shrieking avalanche
crashing
it halts
mute
an unsettled calm
My husband's anger
in depths
whirling in trauma
yearning
for rest
rarely tranquil
An oceanic storm
roaring
brooding
eviscerating
erratic waves
lashing
my stone cliffs
With time
water
can break
anything
I hope our children remember our sunlight
How caverns
glow wonders even
in the dark
and mountains heavy with snow
stir wonderland play
How oceans carve islands
of meditative oases
and water
caresses
whispering honey lullabies
We dig through the rubble
dive in turbulent seas
to unearth
our peace
“Several years after my husband served as an Army combat medic, we were navigating the worst of his war traumas and the deepest rifts in our marriage. Our children were toddlers at the time and I hope they will remember the joy as well as the pain, know that we can get through anything together, and that we learn from our suffering and grow stronger.” —Sarah Flores
Sarah Flores is a NASA engineer, street artist, and mother. She delights in supporting airborne science missions and raising kids with her husband—an Iraq War veteran. When she’s not covering the ground with portraits at chalk festivals, you can find her delving into writing and poetry that explore social issues, being a caregiver, and her family’s healing journeys after war. She has published in The War Horse and Altadena Poetry Review, lives in Southern California, and you can find her artwork on instagram @chalkfestchica.